Thursday, December 6, 2012

I Love, love, Love the holiday season.  The lights, the holly, the snow!
Have to have a snuggly bed to cozy up in during cold nights :)

What are the holidays without cocktails? Find these glasses at potterybarn.com




A few months back, I took a trip to the Jersey Shore.  It was breathtaking on a beautiful October afternoon.  Sandy has since come and gone, and much of the shoreline where I stood suffered greatly.  More than ever, over Thanksgiving I remembered how I felt standing there on the beach, and was thankful such beauty exists in this world.  And... I stopped at a few vintage shops :) in a small beach town and found some pieces I was dying to take home with me. 

Can I carry this on the plane?

Beautiful Monmouth Beach


The backyard of the dear friend I was visiting


Dipping my toes in the ocean :)

I <3 mermaids in any shape or form
Fall has come and gone, and I have been negligent to my poor blog.  Regardless, 'tis the season to regenerate my space :)

Tuesday, August 21, 2012






Wishing I could work from home today, and wishing this was my view.  Luckily, I'm taking a vacation day on Friday and this view is pretty close to where I'll be spending my lazy weekend...<3 Leland
Hoping that it isn't tainted by and unfortunate misunderstanding and turn of events which led to slight heartbreak a few months back.  Praying for the serenity that my home grants to me, the peace of the water, the blessing of the sun, and the hope of new beginnings.

Friday, July 27, 2012

I love the morning.  I love the crisp, clean air and the hope of a new day.  Early, early mornings watching the today show, drinking coffe, and just...being... brings me peace
could.not.look.better


 Waking up to a cappuccino, chocolate pancakes, and this beautiful view? I could do that...I want to take my coffee out to the end of the dock.
 A nice cozy family space for the delectable Saturday mornings...
 Love the counter space AND the nook in this kitchen. As a kid, and as an adult, I love sitting at the island with my mom while she is puttering around the kitchen.  With the additional nook, you have it all.
 Repeat posting my FAVORITE kitchens. So clean. So bright. So happy.


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Larry Laslo's Palm Beach Bungalo

The perfect combination of chic, comfortable, and fabulous



Perfect for a glass or orange juice and the morning paper...

So lush. So calm. So beautiful.
I've said it before and I'll say it again; I love the water.  Although I adored living on the ocean when I was in St. Thomas, nothing beats the fresh water of the lake.  Leaving my home in Michigan was always a challenge for me mainly because of the water. I know this sounds ridiculous but it is so clear, and when the sun is going down it turns bashful pink.  In the summer it is warm, and clean, and crisp, and it makes me feel like a little kid again.  Now that I live in Chicago, I'm closer to Michigan, and more importantly Lake Michigan.  Being able to go for a run up to Lake Michigan after work eases my pain and reminds me how far goodness can stretch.  
I took this from the top of the Sears Tower after Sunday brunch


My Town <3


Tuesday, July 3, 2012

I haven't been around for a while.  I've been lost in work and in life, but all that really means is I've been lazy.  Life usually starts to get in the way right about the time I'm in full on skip to the earth happy mode.  When I let that slip, I start to day dream and let wishful thinking take over: a habit I desperately need to break.  Wishful thinking can get me down.  Not to say that I'm not optimistic: I believe in the power of flowers, that tomorrow the sun will come up, that good things are coming. It's the past, and the things I cannot change that brutally turn from happy memories to wishful thinking of days long gone {or in some cases, not so long}.

I walked past this sign on Martha's Vineyard one summer and thought, there are people out there that I love everyday, but who might not hear it enough from me.  Wishful thinking for times past or not, there are people today that need to be grounded in the fact that I love them.  Everyday.  When I walked into the store, needing to have this sign in my bedroom for me to see and read everyday regardless of my relationship status, I was brought to a halt by a little tag that read $300.  Yeah. Right.  When I returned home, I went out to my shed, dug out some old wood, sanded it, painted it white, and make myself my own little piece of love.

I'll let go of the wishful thinking...probably never.  But to optimism and hope ... cheers.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

The one and only- Carrie Bradshaw


Fifty Shades of Grey: Should It Be a Movie – Or on TV?
Can I talk about this for a minute? Anyone out there start reading Fifty Shades of Grey, as I did, without knowing it is sadomasochism porn? That might be extreme...I've only just come to the sex scenes.  But where is this going? I admit, I like a good romantic love story (re: Nora Roberts).  But leather rooms full of whips and chains and ...well read for yourself if you wish.  I haven't decided if I am going to finish it or not.  I am a bit of a nerd though and usually force myself to finish any book I've started. Plus, Grey sounds hot.

Flying Time

Time goes too fast. Yesterday felt like Monday and today is Thursday. And yet, I don't know what I want it to slow down for.  It really all comes down to the fact that I want to live; right here, in this moment, to the fullest.  It's hard to do that when you're working a full time job and trying to make a name out of nothing for yourself.  I leave my house at 6 am, hit the gym until 7:45 and head to work.  I leave between 5:30 and 6:30 and will make it home usually before 8pm.  How much time does that leave me for living? I guess that's when the saying "if you love what you do, you'll never work a day in your life," comes into play.  And it's true for the most part.  I love what I do and I don't mind getting up that early.  Although it would be nice to be home sooner, to be able to have that extra day time for friends and being social.  But I want time to slow down? Why do I feel like I'm wasting time? What am I waiting for that I want time to slow down so it can get here first? It's hard to admit this, but sometimes I get afraid life will be taken too early from me and there is so much more I want to do.  I've been in such a state of gypsy that I forget  my life is not in limbo.  Time doesn't need to slow down, because I'm doing the most I can with what I have.  

One of the biggest longings I have is to share life with others.  I have experienced so much this year, traveled incredible distances, met incredible people, but I haven't had someone to share the whole journey with.  I've have different people in different places fulfilling my life, but no constant.  I update my friends and family, but it isn't the same.  I want someone to experience it with me, to see what I see and share the same memories.  Life doesn't mean much until you share it with others, right? Now that I feel confidently independent and free, it's time to let someone else in.  A scary thought for someone so comfortable on her own. I long for that sense of companionship and fear it with a passion remembering the heartache of leaving friends, boyfriends and them leaving me.  The crushingly hollow feeling after someone important has gone away is enough to make anyone apprehensive to let someone that close again.  So here is my challenge to myself- let it happen. Don't force it.  Don't be afraid of it. But go slow.  Let the constants find their way in and hold them there.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Designing my Bedroom!

Not so into the bedding...but the side table and wicker headboard are just lovely.  I'm thinking beach house...
Something about classic White----clean and cozy
I'm moving apartments which is an excellent opportunity to update my bedroom. I have always been obsessed with the color champagne (probably because it is off white and as you know..I love the color white.) In a renter's dream world, I would be able to paint my walls a light metallic blue. Since renters don't usually get to dream, some punch of color needs to come through in the form of wall decoration. What do you think? Here are some of my favorite bedrooms...Re-Designing my Bedroom!


Harlow Nightstand
$1,409 - neimanmarcus.com

Tristan Dresser
$1,399 - neimanmarcus.com

Amri Rug, 5'6" x 8'6"
$529 - neimanmarcus.com